Sunday, March 4, 2012

New.Boy.

It's been about and hour maybe a little more and im trying to find a different guy to get involved with while trying to get over that one boy. Isnt that that best way to get over some one though? Welp, in my case I think it is. If I'm talking to this new guy 24/7 then how will I have anytime for the other one that screwed me over?! Sounds good to me. Anyways I think I'm going to go back to this other guy that is super cuteeee and nice. He asked me out while I was talking to the guy that broke my heart so I said no. No guy nor girl should ever be somones second choice though so I am feeling really bad. Plus my bestfriend just told me that she likes him. Gossh, I am in such a pickle. He still says that he likes me, actually he told me he did yesterday but how could I do this to my bestfriend.?! Maybe I can make this new guy just my bestfriend? Then she can still have him? But I still don't know because the more I think about him to more I really really want him. I am so confused with life right now. I mean a boyfriend isnt the most important thing in the world but it would be nice to have someone there to call me beautiful and want to kiss me. Is there anything wrong with that? It would be nice to atleast talk to him and see what happens. But I told my friend that I like him and now she is totally pissed. I dont blame her though I would do the same thing. Maybe I'll sleep on it?

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