Lesson.Learned.

I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore. Well atleast I hope. I do think about him... a lot and my friends dont help much with that because they are constantly talking about him also. Its really annoying that I want to get over a boy that I never even dated. I think its funny to see him though. Because now that he has played me again I see him all the time. Everytime we pass in the hallway I just start talking with my friends and we start laughing, he gives me the puppy eyes all the time though. I hope that he sees how good I am without him. And I really hope that this new girl that hes dating was really worth losing someone like me. I can honestly say though, If he started talking to me again, I would flirt back and give him another chance and wathc him screw me over slowly again. But you live and you learn so if I still let him do it, I havent learned anything yet. I do have to thank him though, he gave me one of the best years of my life, he made me relize what I want in a guy, but most importantly, he tought me how to not fall so fastly for someone.
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So track has been everyday this week so if I am not on here for awhile I am really sorry.